last day of sch ~~ n validictory dinner

class 126

During leavers assembly

last take 

angela n me

me n liling

me n phyllis

friends for a lifetime

ang, danina, me

me n dong

food foodddd
 

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my last stay in the boardin house ~

so funny..

every single time i c the boarders...

they were like -- "u r still here?!"

"yea......" hahahha

yeah! mummy is coming in 2 days !

yeahooo!

so happy

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this feels so funny

even though many things happen

getting depressed.. sad...

but 

everything still turns 

into moments of joy

and unforgettable memories

sadness... to forgiveness.. to reconciliation 

drowned

i just cant understand things at times

y does everything i expected to be good 

comes out to be a bad ending?!

wad hav i done wrong !?

i just cant think of any.. !

i just feel so sad

its the end..

its the last day

but

its so sad

i had tried to make things better

but they all failed

sometimes
i really wonder
where m i ? who m i ?
m i just another person

when i go out to meet other people
i feel so happy n alive
is this what life is supposed to be

lonely in the world enclosed in the spaces between u n me?

is this the desired ending ?

last day of high sch

today is last day of sch !

so sad !

eventhough i havent been in plc for a long time

i feel as if...

oh no! high sch is going to be over soon! 

so fast..!

In MM class.. last lesson of my high sch 

 

MORNING breakfast @ 7.30 @ balcony

Me, emilie, li ling

Me n tina 

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^^

today n yesterday

i didnt stay at home eventhough its sunday n saturday !

slept over at bhouse

studied there too

ate there too

played there too 

went to camberwell sunday market

so many funny things

got sony T700 !

hahaha

so good..

doing mm now

........i feel so sleepy

had lots of fun this weekend

eventhough exams is drawings nearer n nearer

there is still some fun in between 

yeahh!

i just feel very fortunate 

to have such 

supportive parents + loving friends..

i feel blessed 

thanks !

close to the end of high school

Today.. lis n m became good again !

n i m so HAPPY..! 

i m glad that i m able to help them get thru this period of time >!

For me... seeing both of them truly smiling makes me smile too !

i really wanted to see the happy faces of theirs 

i dont want high school to end just like tat

it would be bad

but well...

everything has changed !

somehow..

eventhough i dont really talk to m much

the feeling is different

its just like

i seem to be able to understand her pretty well w/out talking !

so weird !

hahahha

high school is going to end soon 

i will miss the happy times we have had all together !

even though this year.. 

many many many events had happened

i believe that

thru each incident

we are able to experience 

gain a better understanding of the world 

and form a sense of who we are

it is only thru out interaction with others that..

enables us to realize our personal identity

hahahahha! 

sounds like ESL identity and belonging

oh well

but it really does apply to our lives in a very direct manner !

kaka + lisa 

--> i will never forget the joy and happiness we had all shared together as 

" 3 ren ban ! "

Both of you had indeed made a significant difference in my life !

i love u guys ! 

irreplaceable

exams

exam in exactly 2 week from now !

am i ready /?! 

well..

not CHEM !!!

esl..mm...sm..acc is going well..

but not chem!!

haiyaaa !

anyway

just try my best !

only 5 more days of high school! 

OMG

im so old.....

time passes so fast

but i want this period of time to pass ! 

i have to get thru it !

3 sacs tmr~!

last 3 sacs !

yeah! 

jia you~!

i like kim jong hoon ! ! 

haihhhhhaaa

HOLs are over!

3 more weeks to exam..! 

arrhhhh

mummy.. i finally understand ure feelings when u r here but i m outside w.............~~

sorry!

it feels bad

i love msia

i wan HOME

i miss HOME

whenever i hear my daddy n mummy n jonny laughing together..

i feel like...

[ i want to be there too ]

I feel like ... no matter what ....

i don't belong here

Friends may criticize how bad n boring msia may be

BUT...

I love it! 

It may not be as fun as other countries

but..

its a place 

where i feel that i m a part of

HAPPY day

yesterday was HAPPY DAY

firstly...
kaka bought nice smelling shampoo-- pineapple smell.. hahahhaa

went to law library to study... its so nice!

went for korean food - opp melb central..... ate bibimbab, egg roll, jap pancake, beef bulgogi, marinated pork..! so much food for 2 persons..>! stomach --> happy... smiling

went to cotton on --> bought jumpers... one black with grey stripes... n another white with batch strips...

in the tram back to flinders...
we were thinking... "today was such an great day!... wad if...
we arrive the tram 75 platform and our tram is right there waiting for us?"
n.....

when we got there....
wad we said came true....
tram 75 was there!
we dont have to wait in the cold weather..>!
RUNNNNNN!

in the tram... we listened to GOOD music....

HAPPY DAY

SMILING

SMILING

just finish 3 papers of my trial

dont think i did well for esl...~ haih

anyway... can still do sth

pictures from st kilda