st kilda

had a great day @ st kilda beach !

will upload pics once the internet connection is back to normal!

sorrri

i m finally over with it

i had been thinking over it for the past few days

i guess things wont turn out to be as bad as i initially thought

ive learnt to let go

n look at life from a different perspective

then..

we can be happy

[it's not your fault]

[It's no ones fault] 

[We have no idea what is there in plan for the future]

'im so SORRY'-- if you read this "my friend"

i felt i had made u sad

happiness dont last

?

i still feel sad deep inside

i m just so pissed!

everytime i [hear + talk] about it..

i felt...

i had been 

at a disadvantage all these while

disappointment

i just try to stop thinking about it

and gather courage

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when i think about it

so what ?!

its like being pulled and dragged along 

a whole round of events

and finally coming back to the same spot

if that happens

i guess i wont be as happy 

before anything had happened

we are human

we have feelings

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where is justice?

unfair!

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doubts

is this called betrayal ?

confusion

you cant imagine how devastated i was 

when u told me the news~

i was like dumbfounded

i was speechless

i didnt know what to say

i felt like i had fell from a very steep cliff

all the way down... down... down..

i had mixed feelings

sad~ disappointed~ worried~

i felt like~

everything was perfectly fine before this

and all of a sudden~

you tell me all these...

i felt nothing else 

but left with sorrow n confusion

as you talked to me about it

i could feel it

i could feel the tears overflowing in my eyes

but..

i told myself

be strong! 

its not the end of the world!

if it happened earlier on

i guess everything would be absolutely different

the main point is ~

i really do want to stay w u

but if u r not certain 

so as to what your decision is

then.... i cant help it..~

it's all up to you 

it's our future we are talking about

oh well~

friends r friends

but... what holds us in this place?

- faith n trust

i guess i would just wait

but~ if there is a negative outcome

i really have to pull myself together 

so that i can stand up again

[sometimes.. i really wonder... 

is it worth to take things so seriously?]

i should let God plan 

n let him guide me

i believe that in everything he does

there is a purpose

n it will have a positive effect on me in long term

God is gracious n loving

we learn thru experience

tats what i can say~

I CANT PUT TOO MUCH HOPE

pa, ma

mummy + daddy --> u guys r awesome!

u all are so successful !

u all are so smart !

i m so proud that u r my daddy n mummy~ 

hehehhehehe

Thoughts

I am thinking....

about sth special ~~

i have no inspirations yet...

i hope it would come one day~~

my melody

left my new soft toy out in the last post!

~My Melody~

!!SO CUTE!!

shopping kitty spree

went shopping yesterday~!

Firstly.. we went to 

[CHAPEL ST]

then

[CITY]

My hello kitty collection 

from yesterday's shopping

Ka's mobile phone strap

Ka's shopping

Kitty sisters

Kitty pens

Kitty highlighters

kitty keychain

Its a [hellokitty] day!

So fun... so tired... spend so much money!

shop till----- drop

YEAHH!

shopping today~

im going to find...

-clothes

-teddy bear key chain

hahahhaaa!

Greece

i want to go to GREECE!

its so beautiful

its like paradise!

我恨您

who on earth has such thick face like ures man?!

Sitting down

staring out at [who noes what]

expecting miracles to happen

Let me tell u~ It's not going to happen!

Mind you~miracles just dont happen, pal~

I'm not going to let this happen again.

Being kind

But not being appreciated a single bit..

!damn her!

Always acting as if she is damn innocent

Acting is the word!

"acting"

I dont know y..

but 

im always drowned 

by her selfishness n "who cares" attitude

thank goodness 

ive got [freedom] next year

^-^

had lots of sleep last night!

so...

no more headache! haha

Ka~ u r like a younger sister~

the feeling is not like just being friends

~i am contented that God planned for u to be in my life~

 

><

study study~

watched [koizora] last night

its a sad jap movie~

but its good!

i wan to watch [camp rock]

its a musical

sth like high sch musical

hahahhaa

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~i feel happy today~ but..

i have a bad headache!

haihh

yeahhh

yeahh!!

 

usa + taiwan !!!!

so happpyyyyyyyyyy!

meet

met all lodgians again!

- charline, ellyn, mel, eve, tiff 

yesterday was mooncake festival !

chinese food!

butt..... no lanterns!!

anyway... im already 18

its fun still thou~

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I had been wondering...

if only...

me n mel 

were in good terms ever since p6

how our friendship would be rite now?

she would probably be the closest friend i ever have ~

oh well...

~the past cant be altered~

sometimes..

i wished i had her by my side all these years

every time i think of our mistakes in the past

i regret them 

But.. im glad we r both happy now

It's amazing !

she loves pigss..>~~!

Tesselaar tulip festival

Tesselaar tulip festival 2008

13 september 2008

~ my favourite picture~

~its so pretty!

~Pink tulips~
 

 

~others~

~yellow tulips~

~red tulips~

 

~wide angles~

~me n mum~

it was an awesome day~!

the weather was just perfect for an outing !

Dandenong is place rich with its natural beauty

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haihhh.. mum is goin home tmr!
im going to miss her!
had so much havin her around
i can bully her...
LOL