call real estate agent...  tmr!

i'm kind of lost now

strong quake hits 

japan on monday                           mag 7.1
southern california on tuesday mag 5.8

=/

next yearr~~ howw???!

where to stay?

what to do?

so uncertain still

i can't do anything

i m wondering if ..

stayin in a residential college.. then ..

moving out later in the year..

would it be a good idea??~

herrmmm

thinkingggg

japan

japannn! how can they go w/out me??!

i was the one who wanted to go~ in the first place...

but nowwww... arghh~

its really HOT there thou

anyway... i can go @ the end of the year ! hahhaaa

either w.. kaka, lisa..... or family! 

tatss good! cant wait

and U S A too! 

yipeeee~~~!

?

being caring is one thing

being over -> is another

just be contented with what I have....~ 

and what belongs to me

don't ask for more

[ greed kills ]

rain... rain... rain....

very heavy rain............

y?... dont rain.. 

its cold enough

tram ~ big bully

=(

i feel so much BETTER!

yeahh! 

going to wwatchh movie tonite~~

acc sac is over

but feels so relief!

i think coz the week is FINALLY over~!!

!~~I feel like crying my heart out~~! 

I can't take it..

I wonder if I can persevere thru this period of time

I may appear to be normal.. but actually...

I'm just so not

maybe im just not good enough 

to compete in the human race

i hate competitions

nothing much happened lately

^-^

down with running nose ~ argh

i feel happy now ~ 

back to normal

don't feel the barrier now

exams... sac.... tests.......

crazy weather =/

today is very windy ~ simply rains 

FREeziiinnnGGG!

haihh

ahhhh~~~ i really need compassion from pple 

life is getting nowhere

___________________________________________________

feeling better

so life

i need to look at life from a different perspective now

confused

Only after 18 years, i came to realize the true implications of this phrase

~ Friends are people 

who are willing to stick with you 

thru thick and thin 

of your life ~

I feel really fortunate to have such friends

___________________________________________

I miss term 2

I wish those days would repeat itself one day soon~

i wish those days would come back one day

SAD

Whenever i see you,

i feel like giving you a hug,

recalling those fond memories

left behind

formal pics

( finally its friday )

got the formal pics today~~ haha

smaller looks better

    

 

life

做人真的是很难

为什麽??

我真的不懂 ahhh...

为什麽有些董事真的很复查

请给我一个答案 !

___________________________________

kaka got me souvenirs from hk n japan!~~

so nicee of her =)

 

mon chi chi

stress

school~ oh school~~ stresssssss!!!

aaaaaaahhhhH!!

sacs ... sacs..... and even more sacs.......!

it's going to be over in 4months~

not that long... but lots to do

_________________________________________________________

I came to realize that we communicate the best thru written words~

haha=) so funny~

cheer up pal!

changed slightly

but~ i believe u can revert back to your 'be4 holiday self' hahahha!

~love u pal~

takes time and trust

________________________________________________________

KR

Kite runner 

~ we are doing in esl now

its so good!

new phone~ z770i sony

_________________________________

as we sat by the dining table,

no one uttered a word

no one spoken

what could be heard

were only the clinking sounds 

of forks and spoons

bowls and plates

~boring~

no sch~~ great

out of college -> uni

i wan it now!~~~!

~it's better~

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i wish i could turn back time.

If only.. i asked =( haih

but..

there are some things that just wont repeat itself

unless we're fated to meet again

Tim3

Time makes a difference

Time drifts us apart

Sad? 

not really... just... i duno

it's kind of good ~ and bad ~ at the same time

pictures from hols

went out with friends- at first, i tot i wont be able to see hui n wei~ but.. miraculously, somehow... things changed

hui decided to come back from kl coz she misses her family (duno true or not)

wei come back coz she wans to c me!! LOL jokingg

They got back on friday n left on sunday~~ so short time

HOLIDAYS ARE OVER~ =(

I just realised this is all God's plan for me.

God knew my problems. 

He had chosen to let all these happen in my life so that I understand "some things" better. 

Now that my thoughts are clear, my mind is focused on right things~ 

i feel HAPPY 

I am still myself~ 

I haven't change~

These feelings are still the SAME. 

Nothing had changed~

They aren't what I thought before.

My mind is CLEAR now.. finally

thanks to the Lord for always being here for me 

< ! feels great ! >

back in melbourne

BACK IN MELBOURNE

I prefer the weather here compared to msia. Msia is so HOT!

Although i flew w mandy n her mum, but i didn't sit with them this time. 

Next to me was a mum with 2 little kids(a baby and a 2/3 year old girl). At first, I found the baby cute ... but .... after a while, she started crying and crying, and couldn't stop crying. ~annoyed~ couldn't sleep... When the plane was about to land, the kids' mum asked me to carry her baby for a short while. At first, the baby started biting me, then smile, then cry, then try to force herself out of my arms. Can't rmbr how to carry a baby~ haven't done it for ages. The guy next to me said -- you have to wrap your hands around his head and pat its butt...~ so yea.. i did it. after a while, it stopped crying. 

It's all about the baby in the plane today.

It can cry so LOUD! my ears........

It's funny thou =)

Only realised that he was in year 12 after we got off the plane. haha~ didn't manage to talk much. Have to wait for mandy n mum 

Just finish unpacking my stuff. My shampoo spilled all out..~ arghhhh..... dirtied my BOOKS~!

new to blogspot

Changed from xanga --> blogspot~

By brother told me blogspot was better... and the main point is 

- he can help me customize my blog =) 

Tmr is 13 July 08~ going back to aus~ in for more hard ship